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I hate Tristan
May you die and rot in hell
You are a broad-shouldered bullshitting so-called friend
You promise, but only to break them
you say, but only to spit them
You shit, but only to eat it
Now I know why your hair is curly
So you can hide so much in it
Trying hard afro-ass
You wear a mask of an angel to be my friend
Only to find out you are my destroyer
Your core is black so as your ass-face
And your teeth are your weapons, Mighty Weapons
I hate you!
Beacause you don’t know how to hate, you only kill.

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BULOK

I found this in my cabinet, wrote it a few months ago

Awake  for approximately 15 hours. Work from night till morning. 8 hours passed by so fast. I thought of you the whole time. How you had turned to hate me. This hurt I’ve been keeping will soon kill me. Will soon eat me. No pride left. DAGA AT IPIS NALANG ANG NATIRA. I am not sure if you are happy right now. What I am certain is you are hoping, hoping so bad that your dreams, impossible as it can be will come  true. Me, out of the plan. Me, out of the picture and even out of your world. Just the three of you. There’s no one to comfort me here. No one cared. No one dare to ask or even give a tap. Fragile as I can be. I stood on top the shelf, will soon jump and break me. The “me” that risked it all but will now come the fall. VERTIGO. I tried to talk it out. I tried to elbow my way up to you, only to find out you were not there on top…

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Rappa Rolla

sabi mo hey sabi ko ho.yeah. we be hooing together forever. you dont make sense but i can sense you. haha laugh ka para happy. wag ka cry baka mautot ka. kain ka lupa para mayaman tayo.May lupa tayo.kain ako pako tabla dos por dos hardiplex para may bahay lupa tayo.joint account. yihee. we rich kids. no we rich couple. 2 become 1.math kaya mo?wag na baka nose bleed ka. emo. NO? weak No?

wohowhowhowhow yowww break a leg break it down. rock star we punk star yeah. hahahaw wawwaw

dizizit bobom bom bom ligo ka ligo ko.ligo tayo together. e wag na hirap kis kis libag. Kiss nlng tau. sabay hug. woohow what next? you may never know. I dont kniow..do you? smart ka smart ako. wohow. Blogger shit. tibz nigga fo shizzles.

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Nakiki Bad Vibes

Thanks to BV sobrang inspired ako gumawa ng list.
kaya lang 5 bad Vibes per day lang kaya ko itake baka magcollap ako.

1. Nag aral ako super aral sa Political Dynamics. Nakaidlip ako edi hindi ko rin napasukan ung POLDY. Its so great. Woohoo.

2. May nakita akong taxi nahulog ang gulong sa manhole. BAD VIBES.

3. Nakita ko ang mortal enemy ko. FOOTa.

4. Nasaksihan ko nagaaway friend ko nd girlfriend.

5. I heard gun shots. Assuming someone got killed. CHAOS.

NO BAD VIBES tommorrow please.

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Im happy, are you?

Ang boring, pinapasaya ko lang sarili ko. Inabanduna na ko ng mga tao at ding ding at mga gamit nalang kausap ko. Hindi pwede matulog kailangan magaral. Wala, wala lang talaga. Halo Halo. Tinola. Sweet Corn. Hindi kita maintindihan. Selfish ka alam ko. Ako din. Wag ka Mag alala. Bukas may bago umaga. Sabay Tayo.Hindi mauna kana. O kung mapilit ka sunduin mo ko. Agahan mo baka nakaalis na ko. Hindi na ko babalik. Iiwan na kita. Dun. Dun ako pupunta. Malayo sayo. Ikaw. Ikaw na boring at antukin. Pero papaphotocopy ko muka. Dadalhin ko. Para OK. Scramble egg.

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Message to a friend

“I miss the barkada. Kumukonti na ba talaga ung time nating magkita kita kasi dalawa na may trabaho at dahil tumatanda na tayo at kailangan na nating maging responsable sa sarili natin at magwork. Nakakalungkot but kailangan maging realistic at matutunang tanggapin na may mga bagay talaga na kahit anong effort mong imaintain e magbabago talaga.share lang. Napaisip lng ako.Nyt.”

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Late: Thanksgiving ’08 – Thursday

I told myself like a million times not to be in love with you but it seems to be a million times harder that what it seems to be. Like you told me nothing is impossible, I tried to believe that and reminded myself every now and then it comes to me to tell you first how I feel. But it just proves to me that impossible is possible. It is impossible not to fall for you. There’s this love bug inside of me that I’ve been keeping for sometime now. I couldn’t possible get rid off. I’ve waited long enough for us to get along and eventually be friends, sharing whatever it is that we find amusing enough to share with each other. In laughter, I conceled whatever it is I have inside of me that goes being “more that friends”. I wanted you to buy me that book but I couldn’t tell you so, cause you might actually get my point. You’re smart enough in almost everything but in people’s feelings, you’re bad, bad enough not to know you’re someone else for me. But at least you are sensitive enough to make me stay since the “sweet november”. I don’t wanna lose you this time around. I already lose you when you thought of me as some crappy-push-over. I don’t care how long will it take for us to be in some state. I wanted you to know you are not just some random. I am changing for you, for us not to lose what we have right now which is already extra special for me, though, JUST FRIENDS.

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